ILLNESS-----------
Wasn't food poisoning.
Not the flu.
For over a month now.
Eight days since last hospital visit.
Record.
Doctors not sure what's wrong with me.
I'm just kind of fucked up right now.

INSOMNIA----------
I'm having a very hard time sleeping these days.
Too much in my head.
Buzzing around.
Keeps me awake.

INTERNAL BLEEDING--
A good friend of mine has turned heels on me.
Hateful feelings abound.
I bite my tongue raw.
She can't seem to.
Revenge is inevitable.